Boy oh boy, I could never have even remotely guessed what I would be doing today…
I thought I was very open-minded and connected with the spiritual. Being brought up with the idea of having lived several human lives. By being exposed to lots of new age from a young age. By having soaked up years of Tibetan Buddhism. By silent retreats, forever testing new personal development tools and what not. And yes in these retreats, especially the 10 day Vipassana, I experienced an inner-peace and presence far beyond anything I could have imagined before that point. But my world ended a bit like, uhm on … ‘Earth’.
My entire life started shifting into a way bigger perspective, when I was invited for an ayahuasca retreat in Italy and felt the spirit of this mystical 'teacher-plant' calling me in loud and clear. As if an electric shock buzzed through my body.
The actual ceremony was 6 months later. Halfway during these six months I ‘coincidentally’ watched a YouTube video with Lightlanguage in spring 2018 . A phenomena I never heared of, yet I remembered how to let my soul speak it’s lightlanguage instantly. It was bizarre to feel my soul responding so suddenly and so deeply. From that point I felt excited to discover more. And as I did, I started to remember more and more.
A next big pivotal point was meeting grandlady ayahuasca. The second night of the retreat, she blew my mind into a zillion pieces. Letting me experience myself as a being of light with an incomprehensable vast and ancient conciousness. An energy and potential so big I could barely host it. Tears kept running down my face, in pure awe of the reunion with the bigger truth of who and what I am. I realised I’m a lightbeing having a human experience. With a natural state of awareness, that is infinitely more expanded than the one accessible in our day to day human experience. And I'm not saying it to be interesting.... I'm saying it because I feel this is a hidden truth for many of us, if not all or most. And it inspires the sh*t out of me, if we could retrieve even just an inch of that potential.